Monday, May 24, 2010


This iconic Grace Jones Comp card.

White guys love her, black guys love her, gay guys love her...and of course. I love her.

Naomi Campbell nd Grace Jones


... A 4 Letter word that seems to be able to take control of us .... whether we love another person or we Love what we do or we just love ourselves.... Personally Ive never been in love.. ( so to all of my ex's ) youre hearing it straight from the HorsesMouth. One thing that I can say that I do love ... is Fashion and modeling .... get ready for some unseen photos.

I was 16, still in H.S, walking down a Soho back street with my Auntie Dickie. This woman was taking photos of people walking down the street, and you know that I gave her a STRUUTTTT. She lol'd and told me to do it 2 more times so of course I did... she said "Thank You" and I was like wait these photos I would love to see them so she took down my email address and about a month later I had my first ever (nontakenbyme) photos. This ladies and gentlemen was the bug that bit me . I literally was hooked. I had found my first PASSION. My first "Love".

Look at that short just starting out mohawk .... woooo that was a long time ago ... and since then I have grown I never thought that I would be meeting the great people and doing the most interesting things that I am doing today the day that I received these photos via email. I feel very destined to do what I want with my life. Whether thats modeling or whether I decide that I want to become a wedding planner tomorrow. Its what I want to do and noones going to stop me. So what I can say from this is, DO WHAT THE FUCK YOU WANT TO DO WITH YOUR LIFE. Its not your parents life, Its not the life of the people that are hating on you, or laughing at you or judging you. & Honestly when your happy and loving what your doing with your life, you go after you GOALS harder and stronger and its manifested faster because its ALL YOU and the energy that your creating. So hopefully Im putting out some goood positive energy and inspiring people to LOVE their passion, because thats the ONLY way that you will be successful.

On another note..... I shot FantasticS Mag yesterday with some of the Other Chase Models... ooooo dont forget ...

Ill see if i can get you guys some #Behindthescenes photos in my next blog update....

muah lovers

Dean Modah


  1. I love this its so inspirational!

  2. You know, this post is really true. It's taken me so long to love who I am truely and I'm still not there yet. Usually I'm either scared or to busy being dumb struck in some fake love relationship that I've created in my head to distract from the fact that my life is passing me by. I've been so busy trying to love others and find someone to love me, I forgot that I need to love myself first and formost. I'm glad you get that.